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I decided to make this journal open again, since I will mostly posting personal posts on my blog, so... yeah xD
but if you want to add me please read this first and make sure you won't regret your decision later!!
a little about me:

• call me Chelle thank you
• i was born in a pure Chinese family that live in Indonesia but often mistaken as an European
• i have a hectic life; filled with school and being online
• i'm an indonesian-english native speaker, currently learning japanese and deutsch. but because of that my english becomes really poor
• easily get bored, tired and pissed of by little things
• a loud, annoying, sometimes selfish, immature and crazy *fan*girl
• NO LONGER A FUJOSHI WRITER even I still love to see FumaKen together being the parents of Sexy Zone

things i've been secretly wishing for:

• Yasui Kentaro's debut!! he'll be an old junior if he didn't get his debut soon
• digital SLR camera
• become 168 cm tall and 48 kilos weight
• live in German

things I put my life into:

• Disney. i am a loyal fan of Disney and never stop to love it.
• Ya-Ya-yah
• Yamashita Shoon. i admire this person the most. he's the ichiban beyond ichiban of mine, i love him so freaking much even though my love for him was different from my love for the others on the list down there. I found my way back home *not literally tho* from him and it was something complicated that only me who can understand how much I owe him for something he doesn't know he did in my life
• Sexy Zone
• Jr Boys where Yasui Kentaro-Kyomoto Taiga-Masuda Ryo-Takada Sho-Kawashima Noeru-Anderson Casey are in
• Hip Hop JUMP with Hagiya Keigo-Tanaka Juri-Morohoshi Shoki-Kadoi Kento-Murata Rikito-Lewis Jesse
• Chibiko Jrs like Nakamura Reia, Haniuda Amu, Takahashi Fuu, Jinguji Yuuta
• Dramas,Music, Movies, Conserts, camera, blog
• Charice Pempengco's voice and she's my one and only favorite philippine singer
• stalking Michelle Phan, Bubz Beauty and Chriselle Lim's vlog channels on youtube
• milk tea, ice cream, yoghurt, strawberry and teddy bear

what i have in my journal:

• fanfictions (but rated fanfictions are private now and only visible to ME. No way I will open them again, thank you)
• my subbing projects
• my art/graphics/designs
• mostly fandom stuffs

I love making friends but at the same time I love to keeping my f-list as clean as I can, so let's talk more and see what we'll have in the future :)

xxoo

Chelle

Hi ya! long time no see^^;
I've been away for about a month?? I missed my LJ like hell xDDDDD

Hi Hannah! Hi Ryuki! Hi Yuji-chan! Hi Gaii-chan! Hi Eru! Hi Ecchan! Hi Erin!
who I missed? please tell me if I missed mentioning your name xD it's been too long and I almost can't remember those who're on my f-list >.<
gomen gomen hehe

So, as I promised, I come back with good news~ not like the exam result is out yet, I still don't know if I passed it or not, but the happy news is that I'm on holiday~ xD
if you're a MSN/Twitter/facebook friend of mine you should've known that I got a long long long holiday~ counted from April to September... Almost 5 months long :D
and the sad thing is now I'm on such a stress on how to spent my time -__-
LOL

Current things...
One. I'm watching Dream High LOL and I just reached episode 13 so please don't spoil it at me :3
Two. I'm watching We Got Married variety again hhehhe but only Adam Couple and Khuntoria episodes :p
Three. I'm having a prom night at 25th which will forced me to use elegant dresses and those scary heels for at least 5 hours ToT
Four. I have a crush who will be faraway in several weeks that I gave up on him.
Five. I'm writing songs LOL love songs, iyuck LOL
Six. I'm selling my Nakayama Yuuma and A.B.C-Z calendar pages, please check the selling post here

I think that's all, hehe :p

anyway, I just wrote a song titles SECRET SONG~ read it here :)


bai bai guys~ maybe won't be able to visit LJ again before May 25th or 26th xDD

singing : Time to say goodbye~
today, April 15th 2012, I decided to say goodbye to my fangirl activities until all these exams shit are done
hopefully, I'll be back with a happy news
ahahaha

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME >.<

jyaa

p.s. I'm re-learning my Korean now TAT desperately want my Korean skills to comeback >,< last night I contacted my Korean brother and I cannot understand a thing he said (or type actually)
NOOOOO D:
and if it's possible, I'll try to get the Korean Government Scholarship NIIED for 2013/2014 semester xD
my Korean tongue please comeback... I won't leave you ever again... please comeback... >__<;

calm down,, calm down... I am a good girl, I am a cool-headed fan, I am a nice and calm uploader-
NO, uploading is really suck here in Indonesia and it doesn't make calm anyone

so I'm gonna shout this at your face
CAN'T YOU BE A LITTLE BIT MORE RESPECTFUL TO THOE KIND PEOPLE WHO PROVIDED YOU THE SOURCE OF VIDEOS YOU WANT BUT CAN'T WATCH BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT IN JAPAN??!!!
AND TO THOSE WHO PROVIDED TRANSLATIONS, RADIOS AND PICTURES YOU CAN'T GET BY YOUR OWN??!!!
CAN'T YOU BE A LITTLE BIT UNDERSTANDING OR THE PAIN UPLOADING SOMETHING, OF THE RISK OF SHARING SOME LEGAL STUFFS?!
HAVE YOU EVER THINK WHAT WILL HAPPENED IF THEY GET CAUGHT???!!
THE WORST FOR US IS IF WE HAVE NO SOURCE ANYMORE!!!!!

CREDIT IS A RESPECT AND RESPECT IS THE RULE
"respect me and my work, if not, go off" they'll say